I finally found sometime...

although I am extremely behind with work I am desperately trying to pull myself out of this low point in my life so I scrap booked all day Sunday. I don't think I left my room I just scrapped and scrapped. Man it felt good to get something done you have noooo idea! I didn't help really with my current situation but at least I was able to get my mind of the sadness I have been feeling. I hate that I am missing something that wasn't mine to begin with.

I'm getting old!

This month bubba turned 6 and Sissy turned 4. Wow, I have a 6 year old! Crazy! We had a Oriental party that raaawked! We had Chinese food that was eaten with real chopsticks, I ordered each girl a parasol and each boy a sword and Chinese fighting stars. Plus I had custom made fortune cookies for each of the kids to take home! It was a great party! I didn't think I would have the energy to pull off a party this year, I even said I wasn't going to do one. Ha, I know myself MUCH better then that!

bwahahahhah!

Yes a year of preschool and what did she learn? NOTHING! oh wait she thinks an O is a zero and an I is a one...and her name starts with "rainbow, rainbow" He he! I wonder what next year will bring!

I had to post this here too!

I have these on my photo blog also ( http://elementsphotography.blogspot.com/ ) BUT I had to share them here too! I have wanted to get shots like these forever! I am so glad that I did!

the baby bird

Macie woke me up real early the other day telling me that she had caught a bird, when I opened my eyes I realized that she was holding a baby bird! I guess the little thing had flown into the window, Kase and Macie had heard the noise and the went outside and saw a baby bird that could fly...How cool is that! So I wrapped the poor liitle thing up in a towel and set it outside. Macie was so worried about the little bird so we had to bring it inside. Later that day, I had totally forgotten about it, when I came home it was not where I had left it. We looked all over for the dumb thing but we finally found it flying around in our house! We chased the thing forever trying to get it down. It was soo hillaious we were just running around the house chasing it down. Finally Macie got a hold of the thing, I figured that it was feeling better and we could let it go, I grab my camera and we headed outside, I was messing with my settings, Macie started to cry, the bird squeezed out of her hand and flew away. Get this, she was bawling because I didn't get a picture of the bird before it left. She makes me laugh so hard!

New pictures taken by the ever so talented...

Meegan, from Meegan Littlefeild Photography. She is amazing. Love the girl to pieces, I love her photographic vision and I love her personality. Apparently I do this face that says something quite sexual and she picked up on it...all throughout the shoot she was saying show me the "....face" yeah that doesn't work when a girl is taking your pictures...all I kept doing was cracking up!

The benefit of being depressed

I don't eat and I spend money, in fact I have spent tons of money this round. I guess I try to find something to fill the void, it works momentarily but it never is enough. And even though I recognize what I am doing, I still do it searching for some kind of satisfaction.

So I got a whole bunch of new clothes, I have lost a lot of weight and nothing fits me anymore, so I thought why not! Got some clothes, bought Shayla a birthday outfit and hooked my self up with some cute new shirts and necklaces.

But the most exciting part in this is that I got was a new lens...oh yes and this one just might make me happy for a couple days, at least it will keep me distracted. My lens is a 24-70mm 2.8L Yeah baby, it cost more then my camera and I am so excited to finally have it. It is freakin huge, I am going to have to start lifting or something to be able to shoot with it on!