Off to SLC

I am heading up north today, no kids no hubby. Just taking a break from life, here is my schedule...

*today} scrap expo in sandy...Ohhh i am soooo excited for this!

*sat} roomies wedding in Idaho

*sun} time with meegs...fam pics in the am then head back to hang with roomies again

*mon} more roomie time (maternity shoot) and time with brookie (BF from HS)

*tues} time with my sister. ( i haven't had time with her without kids for 5 yrs) and she hates kids so this is huge!!!) I will prob do a mini shoot with her too.

I will be home either tue night or weds.

I am having some guilt about leaving. Well, not about leaving itself, but about how excited I am to get away. All my other friends were having such a hard time leaving their kids and they are only going for 2 days. I am thrilled to get out of the house! I have been looking forward to it all week, I haven't slept good becuase I am sooo excited! It's not like I am not sad to leave the fam... I bawled when Justin drove away with the kids because I will miss them, I'll worry about them. But I do know that time to myself makes me a better Mom. I have never been gone for this long before, they will be with there Dad the whole time. Is it so wrong for me to be excited? I guess I feel a little selfish, Moms are suppose to give everything to everyone and never take time for anyone else...Isn't that how the world veiws it? I think I just need to give myself permission to be ok with it all! Permission granted! See ya when I get back!! ~Kell

{Ticee and Melissa...So sad you can't come...There is one in October also---you must come to that one!!!}